Why does everyone feel that they cannot talk to me? Am I really such an unapproachable person the people have to write what they are feeling in their diaries and cannot even fucking talk to me about the things that are bothering them, seriuosly why don't people ever come out and say exactly what is on their mind. Unlike others I will remember this tomarrow and it will still be pissing me off. If some people feel so bad about me why are they even still around. Why don't they go be alone since it is what they obviously want anyway, or rather they convince themselves that is what they want. People blowing me off and changing their minds every.0000000002 seconds really pisses me off and Christina does this all the time. she says she wants something and then when I try to do that it has already changed to being something else. I am going (and already have sort of) stop worrying about other people and what they think and just worry about me because no matter what I do for other people it always seems to make them more mad at me and I feel like all my efforts are for nothing so FUCK EVERYONE from now on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay now that the rambling is over.....